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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

He just want to make me learn

(i)

I just wonder, whether this site have the reader as i took too long to have this such writing.
hihihihi
:-)

(ii)

I used to believe, whenever i was in problem, i can use selawat to solve it. Really, n sometimes i think, it become too much, unreasonable. Of course, it doesn't make any sense, without make any effort u can go through with ur life successfully, happily. But then, it's my fault simply bcoz when i have only 5 minutes for 15 minutes journey, n i recite selawat, i really make it! Or i still not finish my tasks n tink! it hav being postponed. But yesterday, it become my day, my 'best' day. I came to dr Baha class, n that's it, i answer the questions confidently just to have a long shameful day. i got all about Lim Chin Aik wrong, less points here n there n dr baha always said " here suwaibah, u still don't have enough..... " " so, is it all the best from u???? " n others meaningful quote. despite the fact that i recite the selawat along my way to the class, i got all these things.

(iii)

but then, i really want to understand, His art of teaching. all these things happened to me, simply becoz, perhaps He want to say to me; u cannot just believe u will be helped or given whatever u want without put any efforts to them. the lesson be more meaningful bcoz it didn't reduce my believe to have selawat whenever u are in problems. it still can make u calm n feel being heard. u can have whatever u want to have, by having this powerful selawat plus u must work toward it.

(iv)

i hope there will be more lesson from Him, but, hopefully i can go through with the lessons patiently.

(v)

That is because Allah never changeth the grace He hath bestowed on any people
until they first change that which is in their hearts, and (that is) because
Allah is Hearer, Knower.
(Surah al-Anfal:53)


*feel dizzy, a thousand stars in my head. really nice, but too much.
*p/s:thinking on abang n missed him so much.:-)

Friday, July 30, 2010

We have to

Assalamualaikum....

One day, in last sem, i learn about the western civilization. My lecturer, Dr Zainy Uthman explain about it.(may Allah always bless him and his work). Because i think, we have to know about it, so, I just want to share with you some of the important point on this topic:

Negative aspects of contemporary western civillization:

-Breaking up all moral values of divine guidance.
-Unimportance of family structure whereby free sexual relations, breaking of
noble human feelings by drying its sources and drying up the noble emotions
between husband, wife and children.
-Creation and use of weapons of mass destruction.
-Pollution of clean water, air and contamination of land by toxic substance.
-Neglecting principle aims of human life in this world.
-Modern science and technology is the product of the West and as a result is
Western oriented / carries their thoughts and values.

What needs to be done

-To develop an Islamic methodology of scientific research.
-To Islamize the existing science and put them in an Islamic context.
-To produce the Muslim minds who will be able to produce sciences and
technology which may serve Islamic values and Muslim interests.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

In my side

Assalamualaikum....

Through this life, we have learned many things. Through knowledge we have improved ourself. Always know Allah there, by our sides, to help and teach us. Continue with perseverence walk on this oddysey. May we always be the best!

Monday, May 31, 2010

How with us?

Yesterday, i got sms from my friend, telling about the attack by the zionist army to unarmed Gaza flotilla participants in Marvi Marmara ship. They are the convoy came to give help and support to Palestinian in Gaza.Many years, palestinians strive for their land, to get back their possesion which was violated by the zionist.They survives for many years without other's help. Expelling occupiers from their patrimony is a natural act of self-liberation. Unfortunately, their acts was illustrated as a terrorism throughout the world. Zionist make world think their fight was done in uncorrect way. But, i believe,today many people around the world start to understand what is the reality.The Gaza freedom flotilla can prove it. How about us? We still tie our mind, limit our act to only for what we call as 'happy' or 'pleasure'. Our soul had been occupied, but we do not wake the spirit up to fight these 'occupiers' Hedonism, materialism, secularism, (1 Malaysia as our way of life?)had colour our way of life. Anytime our faith will be slaughtered. All in all, if we want to expell zionist, i think it's better to start it by throw the 'zionist' from ourself!
May Allah help the Gaza freedom flotilla.amin

Monday, May 17, 2010

Not much about them

Assalamualaikum.....
Recently, when i attend my lecture, i was in little bit under pressure. It burden myself to remember any single word from my lecturer. Because i was inspired by his word (although there're some boring talk, hehehe) to share with you today!
because of my subject's demand, i have to study (unfortunately,i just know them) about some muslim scholars and their contribution to the world development. What they so-called intellectual from western, actually and absolutely from these great muslim scholars! Can you imagine, Hundred years ago, they have done with some devices that we only know them today. 600 years before Galileo, al-Kindi discussed the theory about the earth round about its own axis. Unfortunately, when we look into our existing condition, it is far from these fascinating era. Even, there is some emergence of scholars who closely practice the same method. However, the question is, why we cannot be like them? Perhaps my lecture's answer on this question, can be accepted to also be my answer. It's pointless to have thousand ibn khaldun, who know much about the pattern of history, or to have many people like ibn sina who had been approved as the pioneer in modern medicine, or to have imam bukhari who created the science of hadith, and we never listen to their voice, never look to their mission, and never make them as our icon. In our life, it's not much about them to shape our end of life, but it's more load to us to make a choice, even to be a bad person!

and inspired it (with conscience of) what is wrong
for it and (what is) right for it(8)
He is indeed succesful who causeth it to grow(9)
And he is indeed a failure who stunteth it(10)
Surah As-syams

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Knowledge

Assalamualaikum......
Majority of my lecturers always want to urge us to think.Every single of my class,most of them never let our head be calm. There so many problem to be solved and issues to be think.In one of my class,my lecturer blame the blogger,who always write without any point (maybe,i am one of them).He asks us to be a person of knowledge. So am i,i wish i could write about 'something' this time....In every morning,i always hope in my prayer, to be a good person until the end of the day,and i think a good person is the one who always do something based on knowledge.Because i know, knowledge is the only tool that empower man in his life, i always find the true way that i can follow. Since i am a muslim, i believe, my standard must rely on the Allah's standard in the finding of a good person. Allah mentions in the Qur'an:


"Verily the most honoured of you in the sight of Allah
is he who is the most righteous of you" (49:13)

According to this verse, Allah only recognises the one who the most righteous or it is called as taqwa in arabic (derived from word atqa in this verse). Taqwa also mean fear to Allah. Is there any fear if we don't know Allah? So, it is must for us to have the knowledge about Him, to fear Him. When we know Him, we will know, what is the reward that He will give for our obedience, and also, what is the punishment for our bad behaviour. It can be practised in our life. In every of our actions, we must know the reason or mission, so we can do our best in performing it. We must study with the true intention, practise the good moral to everyone, and do many good thing. All in all, because we have the knowledge that Allah always know what we have done today, and because of His kindness, He will reward all of our good behaviour.
May Allay always by our side, guide us to be a good person...

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

The dream

assalamualaikum.....
In many many years ago,i have no dream to write a blog,do a sharing moment with many people and many things.when i was about 7 years old and later until i finished my primary school,i always remembered my school's motto ; "One Step Ahead".
when i can understand the meaning,i always have many changeable dreams.from the first until too many dreams later,some of them i got,and others not.
yes,i want to achieve a prestigous achievement in my life,but i never wonder how the way will be.i just through the life with believe,Allah always there by my side,want to help me,realize my dream....and i found many things,make my life change,together with my dreams.today,I wish to dream again about many things,perhaps i wish it can make my life more fun and become an odyssey to me.....

Inspiration

assalamualaikum.....
since i start my study recently,my spirit was eager to write.anything,about many things that i have through almost 20 years in my life.i always being inspired to write by my readings and my lecturers' words.they have given me many ideas to be think.because i firmly believe, our life is to think,i would like to share my ideas with you.yes, with you my friend!
may Allah always guide me in my step......